"Nature Is Cruel"

Today is my 75th Birth day
Now I am alone.
Sitting at my balcony.

Mom is not there to go to temple for me.
father is not there to bring cakes.
Wife is not there to say happy b'day dear.
children's don't remember my b'day .

Now I am alone.
Sitting at my balcony.

cant see properly what is going on the road.
Cant hear clearly what the noise is all about.
But Wish, I could dance on the road side mud again.. 

Now I am alone.
Sitting at my balcony.

Still i remember the river that i used to swim when i was a child.
Still I remember the field I used to run..
Still I remember the temple bell and the mango trees in my village.
But cant walk any more to see them.

Now I am alone.
Sitting at my balcony.

I am trying to remember my mothers innocent face.
I am trying to remember my fathers angry voice.
But my memory is not supporting me any more.

The Nature is very cruel..

Now I am alone.
Sitting at my balcony.

My Beloved wife has left me..
My innocent mother has gone long back
No idea about my childhood friends..
But still I remember those useless fellows..

Now I am alone with bunch of memories.
Sitting at my balcony..

Waiting for my death..
The Nature is  cruel.

Today is my 75th B'day..

(Note : Its My own poem)